The Beginning

To tell you the truth, I don't have a clue what I'm doing. I mean, I'm not just talking about this very moment in time, as I sit here typing this. No, I mean in general, I very rarely know exactly what's going on. All I really do know, is that I'd best start preparing myself to embark upon the journey that will take me through my final year of high school. I have no doubt in my mind that it will be the greatest year of my life, so far. I am also not naive enough to believe that it will be smooth sailing. I know for a fact that it's going to be so much harder than I ever anticipated; academically, physically, mentally, and emotionally. I am going to lose myself, my way, my thoughts, and a lot of pens time and time again throughout the upcoming year, so this is my way of keeping track of things, and trying to make sense of what I discover. Hello. My name is Lara. And I have no idea what I'm getting myself into.